Irresponsibility

Sorry I haven't been blogging much, Ive been busy, theres over 200 guests here and I'm basically responsible for making sure they have what they need. needless to say, this gets tiring after awhile. the past few days I feel like ive been walking around in a haze. when I get home I want to do something thats somewhat fun, so I watch a movie or read something before going to bed, but when guests are here, I usually end up staying here very late taking care of them, so I get home pretty late. by the time I watch a movie or a show, Its even later. Ive been getting about 6 hours of sleep a night, which Isn't bad, Its just not what I'm used to. I have enough sleep to be functional all day, just not energetic to any extent.

Being tired doesn't help my nerves either. yesterday I walked home after lunch because I had seen enough of my boss that day and didn't want him to drive me home. usually after lunch theres a long interval where I do nothing until dinner, and most of the time I do nothing then also, so i figured I would come back during dinner. well right when I got home, I got a call from the boss, he came over, picked me up and brought me back to the side I had just walked from (keep in mind, this is NOT  short walk) just to make me clean a few paper towels off the floor and refill the paper towel holders. He wasted gas to make me do something he could have VERY easily done himself. seriously, it took like 5 minutes. I got a ride home from someone else after sitting there for hours with nothing to do.

Today, he brought me into the same bathrooms, and not only told me to pick up the paper towels on the floor, but literally stood there and pointed at them as I did. his hand was like 3 inches away from the stuff he was pointing at. It would've taken just as much effort to grab them and throw them away himself. I was about to say something, I was so mad. It was on the tip of my tongue when I stopped myself. He isn't worth the effort, and his work ethic (or lack therof) will never change. I just hate knowing I'm being used, I don't mind fulfilling a need, but that wasn't a need, that was just him being a lazy nazi.

At least watching these korean guests hitting each other all the time is brightening my day.

Thanks for listening to my rant, less angry blogs to come on the weekend.