Inspiration

It seems the more I search for moments of inspiration, the less control I have over them. I go to places where I had a great thought, or try to feel some emotion that became the beginning of a story, But I am discovering that It's not from me that the stories come. The moments of inspiration are often from an object, a thought, a scene, a feeling, which are not mine. Even if they come from my own mind, It is not my mind, It's the mind that was given to me by God. every idea I have is attributed to Him. I Am not original. I am simply a conduit between seeing the stories the world holds, or the ones that God gives, and putting pen to paper. I am not a writer, I am simply a messenger; But even a messenger I am glad to be.